Monday, September 7, 2009

Life's Bitter Truth

I thought I would never find myself making a new post in my blog, until this very day. These past few months I have been very preoccupied with a lot of things. There are things about my personal life that require my full attention, thus I would have to put aside some things that are irrelevant at the time being.

First, there is the business thing. I am obliged to think of a business idea which I have to put up sooner or later. This is a must for our very enormous family. As of the moment, my husband is the sole breadwinner in the family. We both believe that we cannot live and be satisfied for what today is offering but we should think of tomorrow and the days after that. There are so many things that we need to prepare for our kids' future. For us to realize these magnanimous dream, we must be prepared, financially so to speak. We only want to give and offer them the best for their future. Very noble isn't it? We just hope that our kids will appreciate our deeds. I can say that our family belongs to the strata of middle-middle class in the society. A society wherein the rich has all the opportunity to become richer and the poor are getting poorer and poorer. Yes, I live in a capitalist country. That's just one of life's bitter reality. Going back to the business scheme which I have been fussing for a couple of years already,(If I am not mistaken!), I have already come up with tons of ideas which later disregarded because they are just not feasible. I thought of the things that I find very interesting to me. But I am aware that interest is not enough to sustain a business. I have so many things to consider too. I got to think of the target market, the capital, return of investment and so forth and so on. Whoah! Stuff like these have been the determinants of my business venture. Finally I ended up with no business yet to put up. Hopefully, before this year ends, I would be able to share with you a good news on my business venture and adventure. Everything is in the bag now but I hate to spoil things.

Secondly, I come across a very traumatic, If I may say, situation. I found myself trapped in a situation wherein trust, honesty and betrayal are the key players. Gees, I thought that at this point in time I have already mastered life's eccentricities but I am wrong. I was really caught unaware and totally disheveled.I learned that the cliche, you cannot please everybody is very much apt all the time. My only mistake is that I have been very gullible again despite of my vulnerability. I easily put my trust, faith , respect and affection to anyone who seem to be nice and friendly to me. I am still thankful to God that I made this realization just right on time. I know now that God is still good to me because He never let me in a very big trouble and catastrophic state. I made a vow to myself now, not to trust a person completely and totally. I am hoping and praying that after this turn of events in my life, I have already learned a lesson and despite the heartaches and tears, I pray that could still find it in my heart to trust a person. As of the moment, I doubt everyone. I would never make a fool of myself again. Am I bitter? Yes, I am. That's life's bitter truth.

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